This week kicked my butt. Seriously. Maybe it’s partly the state of the world today, our economy and all the changes toward work and business that have come along with it but I also know some of it is part of my own learning process.
When I first started learning about web design, it was through some basic HTML and CSS classes online – and I mean basic. But I really loved everything I was learning and could not wait to learn and do more. I’d spend hours on the web, finding tutorials, tips and tricks articles, anything I could get my hands on to help my develop more and build on the basics I’d learned.
When I decided to go freelance, my approach was similar. Basically, I’m mostly self taught which to me means two things.
#1 - I’ve worked my butt off and come a long way the past few years
#2 - At times, my progress and growth has been through making mistakes and learning what to do when things fall apart or just don’t work out the way you mean for them to.
In the beginning, my immediate focus was on continuing to learn all I could about design and building sites but it didn’t take long to realize, being a freelance designer means actually designing web sites is only a small piece of the pie. Being freelance is really being and running a business called “you”. If you don’t like or want to handle running a business, freelance is probably not the way to go. You will have to chase down unpaid bills for work you’ve done, managing relationships – the good and the “challenging” and often, the hours are not 9 – 5 or anywhere close to normal, at least in my world. There is no supervisor, manager or team to answer to - or to help you with any of the above either.
But it is all part of a sometimes painful learning curve, gaining experience and in my opinion, learning to work for yourself, by yourself.
So I guess I should say, the business end of being freelance kicked my butt this week. I’m just not comfortable with every aspect but I do love new projects, designing and coding web sites and making clients happy and as excited about their site and business as I am. Guess that means I’m chalking it up to “one of those weeks”, diving back in, making a new list for tomorrow (yes, I can’t stop with the lists!) and hoping the experiences today make for easier, smarter tomorrows.
The comic I linked to is by Matthew Inman (Oatmeal), an awesome designer in Seattle Washington who also does comics on his blogs that I think are funny. If you think so too, subscribe to http://theoatmeal.com/ or check him out on Twitter, @Oatmeal

